Slowly Breaking

She wakes up every morning with the same thought

She wakes up every morning with the same hope

All her hopes and wishes

Will never be enough

And will always..be crushed

She looks down the list

She’s looking for it

She knows that its not there

Fighting the tears

The tears that have been longing to flow

She wakes up every morning a little bit more broken than the day before…

She wakes up every morning a little bit more numb

She’s slowly breaking…

She longs for it

She needs it

But as the day before

And the day before that…

It didn’t come…

If only it felt the pain she feels…

Would it cry…

She wakes up every morning wishing she would stop

She wakes up every morning a little bit closer to stopping

Everyone around her is unknown to her pain

She wants to cry for it

She wants someone to replace the pain it causes her

She knows she’ll always wait for it

Always hoping

Always waiting

But slowly Breaking

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