So it’s been another day.
A day where I am unsure where I belong.
Am I supposed to be here? This place they call home? But I call….?
A place where I feel uncertain. Not sure who I am.
I let each and every day pass hoping for a sign.
Any sign at all!!!
Sometimes I wish that It would all just work out.
But I realize that It’s up to me to change.
Change this life. Not just for me but for others.
Others who don’t have the will to do so.
But how Can I live a life i’m meant to have when this life just gives me trouble day in and day out.
I see my dreams and where I want to be but sometimes I think those dreams are just illusions?
Do I want what isn’t possible?
Or is this a test of patience by god?
Many days I feel like a Marionette.
Controlled by strings and restrains.
But those strings hold me down, instead of holding me up.
Sometimes I wish someone could just come along and cut me free.
But I realize once again, that’s up to me.